After convo...

Time flies, just a blink of eyes, 4 years past just like that, the venue I've enter 4 years ago in utar, that is the place I end my utar life. Throughout this 4 years, it is a big turnover for my life, from a salty fish town boy become a city man, I've been through all the joyful and sadness moment in my universities life. Well, it's a great lesson for me, when you change from a dumb that always help people, used by people to someone who will think whether to help them or not, this is what realistic world offers. About my past relationship, I believe a lot of people will think that I'm cruel and mean but whatever people want to comment or talk about it, I would not care anymore, because you are not the one who dealing with it, you don't know how it hurts, just like when you're watching someone going to hurt themself, you tried to stop them but they don't give a damn, end up when they hurt came back and cried infront of you, what's the point, you don't need to tell others what you planning to do when you've been given a lot of chances. No more this type of relationship for me, you can claim that I'm realistic but the world is running like this, I do believe money is not everything last time, but I more believe in money is the only thing nowadays, money do can buy love, even true love needs money to support. After you started to work, you'll find out that how realistic this world is, even when they look at the car you drive, they'll know what is the proper way to deal with you, this is why, a lot of people drive big branded car but stay in single storey house, one word, packaging mah. All these years, I thought I deserve better in anything but no one can treat you better than yourself, by wasting money on something that none of your business, why don't start pampering myself, my new surround system, new suspension for my car, new car and new house in the future, I'm coming for you, one by one, beware!

Chinese New Year!

Time passed so fast, I've reached 24 this year in chinese calendar 25, today, one of my role model told me that I must do acca, if not I'll be an ordinary person without it, I really very struggle, don't know whether I can do it or not, if do it, must spend one and a half year more to complete it only can apply work, is a matter of time and money. Whether to take it or not, depends on this sem result. Besides that, is good to look at people face when they talk or act, within the thousand of seconds, u can see something very different with what they meant to act like, that milisecond is their true face n fucking face, haha. There is someone I really don't know want to say him is a fool, a kind hearted person or a fake person, because he or she did told me before that he/she fucking hate that particular person and god damn hate him, this is when that particular person torture he/she, but after few months he/she can act like nothing happen before, I really damn salute he/she, geng, I wonder how they can act like this, can't understand, well is another kind of personality to share, no offence, I really god damn like ur acting, can be drama king, even oscar king also can't beat u, 1000 thumbs up. Just to share, learn to look at the milisecond face, u'll discover lots of excitement, haha, fake but can be very kind to each other, haha, nice. Happy CNY, ciaoz!

沉默是金

「沉默是金」 歌词

曲：张国荣 词：许冠杰

夜风凛凛，
独回望旧事前尘，
是以往的我，充满怒愤，
诬告与指责积压着满肚气不忿，
对谣言反应甚为着紧。

受了教训，
得了书经的指引，
现已看得透，不再自困，
但觉有分数，
不再像以往那般笨，
抹泪痕轻快笑着行。

冥冥中，都早注定你富或贫，
是错永不对，真永是真，
任你怎说，安守我本份，
始终相信沉默是金。

是非有公理，
慎言莫冒犯别人，
遇上冷风雨休太认真，
自信满心里，
休理会讽刺与质问，
笑骂由人，洒脱地做人。

少年人，洒脱地做人，
继续行，洒脱地做人

Something to share...

I'm still in the corner of my exam while most of my friends having their holidays, it really sucks when someone enjoying but you're still suffering, have already taken 3 papers, 1st one is ok, 2nd one quite tough and the third one totally hopeless, if can get a D I'll be extremely happy, thanks to Kanasai set ACCA question in degree exam even president list student also don't have enough time to answer, how someone like me can pass? I really don't know what else I can do, if I give up now, all the hard work that I did for the past 3 years will be ruin just like that, no matter what I also need to continue. Sometimes is really quite annoying when you are having exam some asshole keep on disturbing you, I really don't like to argue with people but they make you no choice because what they did really piss you off, after what you said sure he'll have lots of excuse to protect himself, I mean everything, you really think that I'm going to believe what you said when not just one people said you did those thing, as a best friend or 10 years, maybe last time even how people talk bad about you I'll stand up and protect you, but I'm going to say it'll not be happen anymore, you've did lots of thing that make me fed up and feel like want to vomit when I saw your excuses. Since last year, I've told you, today Jacky Lim still scold you, you should be glad because I'll only scold those I treat them as friend, when I'm cool to you then I'm no longer treating you as my friend. One last word for you, do not think that you're the greatest or perfect in this world, you're not, there is no point showing other people how good you are, only retarded people will show others how good he is, and please do not envy others, set them as a role model is good but not envy how good they are, because you're totally different with them. Lastly, there are still two more paper for me, I'm going to try as hard as I can for this 2, thanks my mum very much for understanding me by not blaming me because can't answer well, really feel relief when she did not blame me, hope that there will be a better life for me after this final exam...

An astonishing birthday celebration!

First of all, I want to thank all my beloved friends who celebrate my 23rd birthday with me, 1294 members, T9 groupmates and especially my sweet ling ling. Thank you for the present that you all bought for me, the time you all contribute for the celebration, the cake and cream that makes me need to clean up for 15 minutes. To my sweet ling ling, thanks for doing so many things for me, the present and that night company me for so many hours, thanks. Besides that, after the celebration, I realize one thing if you be nice and treat others well, for sure they'll remember you unless that person is cold blood. This weekend go KL to fetch my grandma, hope that it is a nice trip, because can meet up with my beloved family, haha, looking forward for it, ciaoz...

23 years...

23 year old just left 20 minutes, what in my mind now actually is blank, just now wen to marketing t5 party, is good to see they have a party like that, all come together and have a meal and chat with each other. There is something I want to know so badly, about someone secret, actually I just don't know why I don't have the guts to ask, maybe I'm too scared about the result that might punch through my heart. When you have to choose between a BMW and Mercedes-Benz, it is really hard to make up your mind which one to go for, because they are quite similar with each other, BMW powerful, Mercedes nice in handling, which one to choose, I don't know, depends on my credit and the outlook and specifications that they have. I think I really need to choose one no matter what, you can't have both at the same time, I'll go for a Mercedes I think because it is more safe and better to handle than a BMW that can run so fast. There is someone I want to thank, who is my beloved bro-in-law and sis, thanks for the phone, I really love it, because both of you, my stress get lesser and less frustrated about my study. For my best friend Kenny, thank you very much for bringing me here and there while I'm in KL, we do have a nice chat together every night, a great pillow talk session, thank you. 10 minutes left, there are lots of people I've helped but most of them just forget what you did and even don't want to treat you as a friend anymore or change to another person, what I'm trying to say is when I help you all, I don't need you to pay me back in the future, what I want is just that you remember what a friend did when you have problem, please bear in mind, not many people will help when you ask, that's all, Happy Birthday to myself, ciaoz......

What should I say?

My birthday just around the corner, what I've been wishing for so many years I don't think this year will happen, maybe it is impossible for me to get this kind of experience. This few days really make me exhausted, still have 2 days to go, today already hit the board, because someone just keep on commenting on what we have done for a period of time, last time ask her, what also ok, now combine all of it, just said can't see any link this and that, why don't make it clear that time, just say ok, very good continue, haiz, sien. About university life, actually just enjoy during foundation, still remember that time our class so united, every week if afternoon no class sure go one u for pool and movie, up to degree, class does not like class, here one gang there one gang, last week went to taylors, 29 ppl become 13 to 14 ppl, damn sien, final year ady, why still want to play like this, it can be a nice trip for whole class, those ppl just like to divide themselves, I'm really tired to face u all in class with smiley face, I don't know what you all want actually. To Alex, I'm sorry because I upload that video but I think if I don't do it this time, ppl sure got many comment, just treat it as a revenge, no offence cz you use my hp to send I love u to someone, sorry. Nowadays I think that I've some mental problem, sometime I just can't control what to say, after split it out only realize, don't know is too stress or because of too frustrated about things happen around me, see some human change to dog and become another type of ppl. I hope that this week can enjoy to the fullest, that's all, birthday wish, not really want to make one due to all turns to another way round, bye!