Wednesday, September 14, 2011

After convo...

Time flies, just a blink of eyes, 4 years past just like that, the venue I've enter 4 years ago in utar, that is the place I end my utar life. Throughout this 4 years, it is a big turnover for my life, from a salty fish town boy become a city man, I've been through all the joyful and sadness moment in my universities life. Well, it's a great lesson for me, when you change from a dumb that always help people, used by people to someone who will think whether to help them or not, this is what realistic world offers. About my past relationship, I believe a lot of people will think that I'm cruel and mean but whatever people want to comment or talk about it, I would not care anymore, because you are not the one who dealing with it, you don't know how it hurts, just like when you're watching someone going to hurt themself, you tried to stop them but they don't give a damn, end up when they hurt came back and cried infront of you, what's the point, you don't need to tell others what you planning to do when you've been given a lot of chances. No more this type of relationship for me, you can claim that I'm realistic but the world is running like this, I do believe money is not everything last time, but I more believe in money is the only thing nowadays, money do can buy love, even true love needs money to support. After you started to work, you'll find out that how realistic this world is, even when they look at the car you drive, they'll know what is the proper way to deal with you, this is why, a lot of people drive big branded car but stay in single storey house, one word, packaging mah. All these years, I thought I deserve better in anything but no one can treat you better than yourself, by wasting money on something that none of your business, why don't start pampering myself, my new surround system, new suspension for my car, new car and new house in the future, I'm coming for you, one by one, beware!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Chinese New Year!

Time passed so fast, I've reached 24 this year in chinese calendar 25, today, one of my role model told me that I must do acca, if not I'll be an ordinary person without it, I really very struggle, don't know whether I can do it or not, if do it, must spend one and a half year more to complete it only can apply work, is a matter of time and money. Whether to take it or not, depends on this sem result. Besides that, is good to look at people face when they talk or act, within the thousand of seconds, u can see something very different with what they meant to act like, that milisecond is their true face n fucking face, haha. There is someone I really don't know want to say him is a fool, a kind hearted person or a fake person, because he or she did told me before that he/she fucking hate that particular person and god damn hate him, this is when that particular person torture he/she, but after few months he/she can act like nothing happen before, I really damn salute he/she, geng, I wonder how they can act like this, can't understand, well is another kind of personality to share, no offence, I really god damn like ur acting, can be drama king, even oscar king also can't beat u, 1000 thumbs up. Just to share, learn to look at the milisecond face, u'll discover lots of excitement, haha, fake but can be very kind to each other, haha, nice. Happy CNY, ciaoz!