An astonishing birthday celebration!

First of all, I want to thank all my beloved friends who celebrate my 23rd birthday with me, 1294 members, T9 groupmates and especially my sweet ling ling. Thank you for the present that you all bought for me, the time you all contribute for the celebration, the cake and cream that makes me need to clean up for 15 minutes. To my sweet ling ling, thanks for doing so many things for me, the present and that night company me for so many hours, thanks. Besides that, after the celebration, I realize one thing if you be nice and treat others well, for sure they'll remember you unless that person is cold blood. This weekend go KL to fetch my grandma, hope that it is a nice trip, because can meet up with my beloved family, haha, looking forward for it, ciaoz...

23 years...

23 year old just left 20 minutes, what in my mind now actually is blank, just now wen to marketing t5 party, is good to see they have a party like that, all come together and have a meal and chat with each other. There is something I want to know so badly, about someone secret, actually I just don't know why I don't have the guts to ask, maybe I'm too scared about the result that might punch through my heart. When you have to choose between a BMW and Mercedes-Benz, it is really hard to make up your mind which one to go for, because they are quite similar with each other, BMW powerful, Mercedes nice in handling, which one to choose, I don't know, depends on my credit and the outlook and specifications that they have. I think I really need to choose one no matter what, you can't have both at the same time, I'll go for a Mercedes I think because it is more safe and better to handle than a BMW that can run so fast. There is someone I want to thank, who is my beloved bro-in-law and sis, thanks for the phone, I really love it, because both of you, my stress get lesser and less frustrated about my study. For my best friend Kenny, thank you very much for bringing me here and there while I'm in KL, we do have a nice chat together every night, a great pillow talk session, thank you. 10 minutes left, there are lots of people I've helped but most of them just forget what you did and even don't want to treat you as a friend anymore or change to another person, what I'm trying to say is when I help you all, I don't need you to pay me back in the future, what I want is just that you remember what a friend did when you have problem, please bear in mind, not many people will help when you ask, that's all, Happy Birthday to myself, ciaoz......

What should I say?

My birthday just around the corner, what I've been wishing for so many years I don't think this year will happen, maybe it is impossible for me to get this kind of experience. This few days really make me exhausted, still have 2 days to go, today already hit the board, because someone just keep on commenting on what we have done for a period of time, last time ask her, what also ok, now combine all of it, just said can't see any link this and that, why don't make it clear that time, just say ok, very good continue, haiz, sien. About university life, actually just enjoy during foundation, still remember that time our class so united, every week if afternoon no class sure go one u for pool and movie, up to degree, class does not like class, here one gang there one gang, last week went to taylors, 29 ppl become 13 to 14 ppl, damn sien, final year ady, why still want to play like this, it can be a nice trip for whole class, those ppl just like to divide themselves, I'm really tired to face u all in class with smiley face, I don't know what you all want actually. To Alex, I'm sorry because I upload that video but I think if I don't do it this time, ppl sure got many comment, just treat it as a revenge, no offence cz you use my hp to send I love u to someone, sorry. Nowadays I think that I've some mental problem, sometime I just can't control what to say, after split it out only realize, don't know is too stress or because of too frustrated about things happen around me, see some human change to dog and become another type of ppl. I hope that this week can enjoy to the fullest, that's all, birthday wish, not really want to make one due to all turns to another way round, bye!